PROLOGUE
Toregene awoke to the turbine scream of a flyer, and discovered that
her right leg was numb. Shed been crammed in the spider-trap like a cork in a bottle
since dusk, and had somehow worked her right leg beneath her in sleep. No feeling there,
clear up to her hip, and her neck and shoulders ached from the hours of hunching forward
in the tiny space. For a moment she dared not move, and listened.
The flyer had passed right over her position, so low she could smell
aromatics still raining from its wake. The engine whine diminished as the craft sped west
towards the mountains, then steadied. The spider-trap was at the edge of a cliff
overlooking Hulagu valley, a precariously placed strategic spot. Instinctively, Toregene
opened her eyes and concentrated on the darkness, emptying her mind of any vision that
might attract a Searcher. The patrols were daring and thorough, and there were always
Searchers among them to invade the mind of an intruder.
Toregene listened for the snap of a twig, the crunch of a boot on
needle-carpet, and heard only the caress of wind on the trees. The earth around her
smelled of humus and damp roots. Something crawled across her cheek, and she flicked it
off with a finger.
After some moments, she dared to move, pressing her back against
dampness and straightening the pinned leg. Feeling returned; the pricks of a thousand
knives, the pain a Searchers beacon if one were nearby. But now she was fully awake,
and aware. This late at night, without even moonlight to guide their steps among the
tangle of trees and brush, the ground troops would be confined to the valley, and rely on
flyers to locate and report any pesky bands of Tumatsin who dared to interfere with the
Emperors occupation of their lands.
The flyer had made a great circle, and was now north of her, engine
throbbing as the pilot cut back power for the return descent to the valley. Toregene sat
up and pushed on the woven-needle roof of the spider-trap, raising it a half-meter on
silent hinges, and staking it open on the side overlooking the valley. She got up on her
knees, and looked out in time to see the flyer descending into the valley to a landing
place behind a cluster of pre-fab buildings. Beyond the buildings stood great earthmovers
at the edge of Tumatsin barley fields, now stubble, with even the gleanings gone to the
Emperors warehouses.
Two men got out of the bubble-canopied craft, and the orange of their
auras was a good sign the patrol had been routine. The men entered one of the buildings
there, and immediately the surrounding area was flooded with light from a dozen panels
around the circumference of the encampment. A hundred or more troopers suddenly strolled
there, all heavily armed. Toregene smiled, for there were no auras to be seen among the
many men who magically appeared with the lights. They were merely projected images of some
sort to give the illusion of a heavily guarded camp. Even so, Toregene scanned the area
carefully, especially near the earthmovers poised for the destruction of Tumatsin fields,
huge machines with tires the height of two men, and gleaming blades to level the earth for
the Emperors new living space.
She found two auras by the earthmovers, a third strolling the area
around the metal buildings, a fourth walking the camp perimeter just outside of the light
panels. Four troopers guarding the entire camp, at least two more inside the buildings,
and how many more? Four, perhaps eight at most, she guessed. A single squad of Tumatsin
warriors could take the camp and destroy it in a single night.
The thought frightened her, for Temujin would certainly vie for
leadership of such an attack, and her marriage to him was but a week away. Her report
could endanger the life of her chosen bahadur before their love could be formally
confirmed or consummated, though they had been together many times.
And for what purpose? Destruction of the earthmovers was at best a
delaying action, and retaliation was certain to follow, as it had against the tiny valley ordu
of Dejmat; a dozen Tumatsin murdered by laser fire for simply refusing to leave the homes
of their ancestors.
Tengri-Nayon glowed red near the zenith, the home star from which their
ancestors had fled, the distant companion to yellow Tengri-Khan, which warmed this world
of Shanji. The time of closest approach of the red star was within a generation,
completing another two-hundred year cycle. Only once had it brought an attacking army
daring enough to challenge the iron-fisted Emperor of two thousand years past. Two
thousand years agoa defeat so overwhelming it was alive, yet, in bitter Tumatsin
tradition, in song, and story. In a few years, Tengri-Nayon would be the brightest star in
the sky, and the cycle would be closed again. One more chance, but no more, for Toregene
was certain that in another two hundred years there would be no Tumatsin left to greet
their ancestors.
Toregene ducked instinctively as the door to the largest building below
her opened, spilling out light. Four men came out in full battle-dress, carrying rifles,
walking through the images of countless troopers to replace the real men guarding the
encampment. Raucous laughter came from the open door, and music. Toregene quickly revised
her estimate of troopers to sixteen, waited until the replaced guards had entered the
building and closed the door again before she crawled out of her spider-trap. She pulled
out her satchel and lowered the roof carefully, smoothing over the seams with a light
covering of needles before slinking away from the edge of the cliff and onto the faint
game trail leading away from it. Her leather-clad feet made no sound. Tengri-Khan would
rise in a few hours, and it was a two hour walk to the temporary ordu Temujin had set up
to keep watch on the valley.
She walked easily in the darkness, for the sky was clear, and starlight
was sufficient for the eyes of a Tumatsin woman. But with the blessing of such sight there
was danger, for the great cats who hunted the meadows and crags ahead could mistake her
for one of their own, and become territorially aggressive.
The trail rose gradually to a rock fall at the base of a granitic
spire, and along a narrow shelf to a skree field to the south. Toregene stopped there
briefly to retrieve the goat-leather bag of fluorescent fungus from her satchel. The bag
was half-filled from collecting along the way to her observing post, but shed passed
up three glowing clusters of the delicious seasoning under trees bordering the meadows on
the way back to the ordu. She would take full advantage of her night travel.
She crossed the skree field, and the trail reappeared, heading down
into thick stands of White Bark and shining Tysk. Above the tree tops loomed the sharp
peaks of granite and schist extending tens of kilometers to the great sea west, hundreds
of kilometers north and south. Shanji. The mountain world. Toregene navigated the trail by
feel in the inky darkness of the forest, alert to the slightest sound. An owl passed over
her, and she heard the whisper of its gliding flight. The cry of a Shizi from afar
announced a new kill in the night, and brought a flutter to her heart. She came out onto a
meadow and circled, quickly finding the first cluster of fungus shed passed by, lacy
strands glowing blue like magical spiderweb on needle-carpet beneath a young Tysk.
She brushed away the needles, and pulled the entire plant from soft
soil, putting it carefully in her bag so as not to break any of its fragile tendrils and
lessen full flavor. She picked a second clump at the end of the meadow, where a steep
ridge began, then followed the trail upwards among stands of trees clinging tenaciously to
weathered, crumbling rock.
At the summit of the ridge was a grand view both east and west:
mountains as far as the eye could see in one direction, the yellow glow of the
Emperors domed city in the other. Toregene did not pause there, but hurried on, for
the summit was barren and her silhouette visible for miles around. Exposed at the summit
for only a moment, she now felt a prickling sensation at the back of her neck, a sudden
sense of urgency in returning home to report what shed seen.
She descended to a skree-covered saddle and looked west to see a
flickering point of light set between two spires pinching at the night sky like a thumb
and forefinger. The signal fire beckoned her home to the ordu placed in the canyon
behind the spires, still an hours walk away. She wondered if Temujin would be awake
to greet her.
She traversed the second summit on the west flank, following the faint
groove of a trail made by mountain goats, skree shifting and chattering beneath her feet.
Ahead of her, a dark shape suddenly appeared, crouched on the trail, eyes glowing yellow
in starlight. Shizi.
Toregene froze where she stood, withdrawing her blade from the sheath
at her side, feeling the rush of blood and adrenaline bring The Change upon her.
Her vision brightened, and she saw the big cat clearly, hunched over
the carcass of a small goat on the trail. She felt the ache of incisors thrusting forth in
her mouth, the sudden tension around her eyes. The shizi crouched as if to spring
at her, then sat upright with sudden recognition. Toregene growled softly, a low rattle
coming from deep within her, then held out her single steel claw and waved it towards the
west. "I will pass through here," she said. "Take your kill with you, and
go."
The cat paused only an instant, then grasped the dead goats neck
in its mouth, dragging it easily off the trail and down the skree slope to a log which lay
there. Only after it was settled watchfully did Toregene move again, treading softly past
the pool of blood on the trail, the blade still in her hand.
As her enhanced vision began to fade, she looked back to see that the
animal had begun to feed again. The throbbing of her pulse lessened, tension leaving her
mouth and eyes as she squinted again at the trail, adjusting once more to her normal night
vision. She returned her blade to its sheath, and hurried on.
She descended to a series of bluffs leading to the knife-ridge which
made a great arc to where the signal fire had been placed. By the time she reached the
second bluff, Toregenes fear had not totally disappeared, and she still had the
feeling she was being watched. She tried to blank her mind, but failed. Now she was
leg-weary, her feet sore from treading on sharp skree, and Temujins face was
suddenly in her mind, his wry smile, finely-arched nose and laughing eyes, the long braid
of black hair that fell over his chest when they made love.
She held that vision, and plunged ahead down a grassy slope to the
final bluff before the ridge. But the disquieting feeling still would not go away, as if
there were a watchful presence nearby, and Toregene wondered briefly if the shizi
had a mate which was now following her. She avoided the center of the bluff, and crossed
near the trees lining its edge, picking up her pace with sudden apprehension.
A twig snapped, and she turned to see three dark shapes rushing towards
her from the trees.
She turned to run, the final ridge only meters away, but she was
tackled from behind, landing on her stomach with an explosion of breath and a terrible
weight on top of her. Lights danced before her eyes as her arms were pulled roughly behind
her, and she felt the bite of leather thongs on her wrists. Rough hands secured her ankles
as well, then seized her shoulders and flipped her over on her back as she gasped for
breath.
Toregene found herself looking up at the grinning faces of three
soldiers of the Emperor. Two stood over her, the third kneeling at her feet and holding
her blade in his hand. Young men, eyes glittering dangerously, yet amused. The one with
the knife leaned over and dragged the flat of the blade across her throat.
"Look what weve found; a changeling bitch all alone, and far
from home on such a cold night. I think weve caught ourselves a little spy."
"No, no," said Toregene, finding her breath at last.
"Im gathering herbs, and Im close to home. This is Tumatsin land, so how
am I a spy? I had a little sack with me when you attacked, but I dropped it."
One of the standing men held up the little leather sack. "And here
it is," he said.
"Yes. The herbs are difficult to find in daylight, but glow in the
night. I was collecting them."
The man opened the sack, withdrew a pinch of glowing lace and wrinkled
his nose. "Smells like dung," he said.
"They add flavor to our soups. Please, let me up. Ive done
nothing wrong." Even as she said it, Toregene knew she was found out, for that
presence was there again, probing her mind as she tried to blank it.
The man turned her sack upside-down and shook it, scattering the
noctiluminescent fungus on the ground. "You will have no need of this, I think. The
dead have no need for soup."
"No!" she cried, struggling. "Ive done
nothing!" Adrenaline surged in her body, and now it was as if she was seeing the
grinning faces in daylight.
"Ohhh, see how her eyes glow. The light of passion is in her eyes,
Shan. I think she wants you." The two standing men laughed.
The kneeling one reached over and poked her in the stomach with her own
blade. "I will enter her with this after Im satisfied. Shes my captive,
Majin, but Im generous to my friends. Despite your jokes, you and Xiao will enjoy a
moment with her before the end."
"Let me go!" growled Toregene, writhing and straining at her
bonds. The pressure on her gums was now fierce, and she growled again.
The three men stared at her, and Shan was fumbling at his leather
pants. "One should not pass by such an opportunity, but do put something in her
mouth. I dont want to be bitten and infected with changeling diseases."
Toregene struggled furiously, writhing like a scalded snake, but
suddenly her mind clouded, paralyzed by a terrible force that made her shiver. A deep
voice came from the darkness among the trees.
"Enough of this. Stand back, all of you. Shan, quit fumbling with
your pants. You look like a child giving himself pleasure."
The three men jumped back, auras changing to blue from being startled
as another man came forth. The first thing Toregene saw was the huge arch of his nose, the
distended, vein-lined dome of his frontal lobes. A Searcher, taller than the others by
several centimeters, his eyes fathomless blackness in her enhanced vision.
"She is a spy, Mengmoshu," said Shan.
"Indeed she is, though she speaks the truth about using the night
to gather her herbs. Mostly she has been observing our camp from a place I can now locate.
We have been negligent in scanning the rim of the cliff overlooking the valley. She knows
our strength there." The Searchers aura was the red of Tengri-Nayon, with
radiating streamers in gold. His mind clamped down on hers like a velvet claw, and now she
lay motionless, unable to speak, screaming silently.
"Then she must die," said Shan. "It is a cold night,
Mengmoshu, and we have been patrolling without women for two weeks. Certain pressures of
our manhood could be relieved here before we kill her, and with all the shizi
prowling about, the evidence of our feast will surely be gone by early morning."
Mengmoshu looked down somberly at Toregene, considering for a long
moment, then said, "I understand, but the flyer will return within the hour, and we
must walk to the rendezvous. Theres no time for what you desire, Shan. I will act in
behalf of all of us."
Shan snorted, and the other two mens eyes narrowed with
displeasure. "You claim privilege of rank, Mengmoshu?"
Toregene felt a slight release of the force paralyzing her mind and
body as the Searcher turned to face the smaller man. "Do you question my rank or
authority here, Shan? Would you speak of this to others?"
Shan stumbled back a step, eyes wide, his aura flickering as if sucked
from him. "Nono, of course not. We are in your service, Mengmoshu. You are the
chosen of the Emperor here."
"Good, Shan. Humility leads to wisdom. Now, pack your things and
leave. I will catch up with you shortly."
Mengmoshu leaned over, and pulled Toregene to a sitting position as the
other men returned to the trees. She tried to cry out, but full paralysis had returned,
and she could only grunt as he gagged her with a cloth taken from his pocket. He lifted
her up like a child and carried her to the trees, setting her gently down on soft needle
carpet, his face expressionless. "Shan, bring me the womans blade. It must
appear that she somehow fell on it."
Shan appeared, handing over the knife and looking down at her with
barely controlled lust in his eyes.
"Now go, all of you. I do not wish an audience for this."
"Yes, Mengmoshu," said Shan. "We will walk slowly, so
you can catch up. You cannot control the mind of a shizi,"
"I will follow," said Mengmoshu, and Toregene heard the
crunch of footsteps going away from the trees. Mengmoshu turned his head to watch them
leave, then knelt at her feet and stuck her knife into the ground there. He loosened the
thong at her waist and pulled down her pants, but she felt no cold, no physical sensation
of any kind, her body numb while her mind screamed in agony and shame. He untied her
ankles, then removed her pants, and spread her legs to receive him, for she wore no
undergarments.
Eyes fixed on hers, the Searcher loosened his own pants and pulled them
down before leaning over her, face close. He raised her hips and thrust himself into her,
but still she felt nothing.
"I feel your terror as if it is my own, but there is a purpose
here," he whispered. "Now, listen to me." He began to rock rhythmically,
and she heard his voice, yet now his lips did not move.
I do not follow any Gods, but obey the spoken will of my ancestors. If
the Gods exist, then I pray they have brought you to me at the proper time in your cycle.
What I do is a test of the Gods, and I risk damnation in shaming you, but there are those
of us who hear the voice of our First Mother, those of us who work for one, undivided
people on Shanji, united in purpose and in blood. I am bred Moshuguang, the magic light,
the chosen of the Emperor. And I give my seed to the Tumatsin to create those people, and
perhaps . . . something greater. Nownownow!
Mengmoshu rocked furiously, and grunted with sudden release, sweat
beading his forehead while she lay beneath him, still feeling nothing. He withdrew from
her, pulled up his pants and sighed. He leaned over her closely, and whispered, "In a
moment I will be gone. You must"
"Mengmoshu, arent you finished yet? You should not walk
alone on a moonless night."
It was Shans voice, a loud whisper, and not far away.
Mengmoshu was startled, his aura flashing blue. "I gave you a
simple order, and you have not obeyed it!" he growled.
"I think of your safety. A shizi is prowling only ten
minutes from here, and I came back to accompany you. Hurry!"
The Searcher sighed again. "A complication," he whispered.
"I will release you for an instant, and in that instant you must scream as best you
can. It is your death if you do not."
He looked down at her, and suddenly her own knife was in his hand,
gleaming in starlight, coming up in a high arc and down towards her heart in a single
deathstroke, and the scream that had started in her mind came out as a horrible, muffled
rattle ending as quickly as hed released and taken hold of her again. The knife
struck the ground only centimeters from her side.
Mengmoshu rolled her paralyzed body slightly to one side, cut the bonds
on her wrists, and lay the knife beside her. He put a finger to her lips, then to his own
and stood up, giving her one last look before walking away.
"Shes dead?" asked Shan.
"Yes. The shizi should do the rest. We need to hurry."
Toregene heard their footsteps grow fainter, and she was suddenly cold,
sharp needles digging into her bare legs and buttocks. She lay there for several minutes,
not daring to move, her vision still enhanced from fearand anger. A foreign seed lay
within her; she could feel its fluid excess oozing. She felt humiliated, dishonored,
contaminated, unfit to be called Tumatsin. It seemed as if her vagina was suddenly on
fire, and tears came to her eyes. She suppressed a sob, lest a shizi be near. In
her present state, there would be no doubt which of them was the dominant animal.
When she was satisfied the men were gone she sat up shivering, removed
the gag and pulled up her pants. She cradled the knife in one hand, and for one brief
instant considered plunging it into her own heart. She was stopped by a single thought;
her life had been spared, her humiliation a thing forced upon her by another. Of what was
she guilty?
Her feeling of self-disgust returned in moments, but by then the knife
was returned to its sheath. She breathed deeply and adjusted her clothing, crept out from
the trees and sought a deeper calm by carefully picking up the scattered threads of
glowing fungus on the ground. One delicate thread at a time, she refilled the sack, her
normal night vision returning by the time she finished the simple task.
She began to walk, and her momentary self-control dissolved again. She
was suddenly shaking, her knees giving way so that she fell twice before reaching the
broad ridge trail. Her muffled sobs were of shame, and grief, the grief of a woman
violated and despoiled by the Hansui seed burning within her. Her people would grieve with
her, but Tumatsin law was clear. She would keep her status in society, but there would be
no marriage to Temujin, no children of his body for her, a life without family, a maiden
aunt to the children of others. Her hand went to the hilt of her knife, but again there
was hesitation, an instant of anger, and her knees stiffened.
Now she was running the trail, knife in hand, and it was as if daylight
had come early. She growled low, suddenly hoping a shizi would come after her,
attacking within sight of the signal fire. She thought of plunging the knife into its open
mouth, the claws tearing at her stomach and groin, the foreign seed spilling out with her
blood as she stabbed again into an eye and through to the brain. Quite suddenly, Toregene
did not want to die. She wanted to kill. And with that thought came resolution not to so
easily give up her hearts desire, even if it meant giving up a virtue shed
been taught as a child. The virtue of honesty in all things.
The signal fire was less than a kilometer ahead, and a shadow moved
before it. Temujin? Had he waited up for her? She was desperate for his embrace, his
touch, that sweet breath in her ear as he held her. She ran harder, dislodging skree that
tinkled like broken porcelain down the steep slopes on either side of the trail. More
shadows around the fire, men standing up, watching her approach.
Three menand Temujin was not one of them. She stumbled into the
glowing circle of firelight, and fell to her knees, gasping for breath as the men
clustered around her.
"Shizichased meI fell," she gasped.
"On the far ridgetwo of themand troopersI dont know how many.
They saw mecame afterI ranthen the shiziI" Her
breath exploded in a burst of tears.
A man knelt before her to put a comforting hand on her shoulder. It was
Kuchlug, Temujins closest friend. He pulled the knife from her clenched fist, and
put it back in her sheath. "Youre safe, now. The cats have given up the chase.
We saw the flyer over there a few moments ago. Temujin has gone down to report it, but
hell be back soon. Your hands are cut and bleeding! Ogadai, get some hot water for
us! Uzbek, go down and tell Temujin that his bride has arrived safely!"
Uzbek sprinted from the circle of light as Kuchlug held Toregenes
trembling hands in his, looking closely at her. "Its all right, now. Temujin
will be here soon."
"The camp," gasped Toregene. "There are many soldiers
guarding it. Too manyand now they watch us from over there. They will see every move
we make. We cant"
Kuchlug squeezed her hands. "Not now. Save your report for
Temujin. For now, you rest, and clean your wounds in privacy. Your things are in the low
tent behind me. Ah, here is hot water for you."
Ogadai had returned from the fire with a bulging, goatskin bag. Kuchlug
helped her to her feet, and she took the bag. "My brown pack is in the tent?"
she asked.
"Yes. Everything you left behind. Take your time, even sleep a
little before Temujin returns. We will keep watch."
Toregene hugged him, and he grinned. "Im filled with envy
for my friend," he said. "Now go."
At the edge of the firelight, she found the tent and crawled inside,
squinting in the gloom. She laced up the entrance flap halfway so there was still some
light coming in, then rummaged in her pack for cup, cloth and the bag of special tea that
was always with her since shed been betrothed to Temujin. Laced with white root and
jin-hua, the tea had thus far prevented the conception of a child by their frequent
lovemaking before marriage. But Temujin was Tumatsin, and she was now dealing with the
seed of a Hansui Searcher, her time of possible conception near or immediate. She made the
tea strong, and gulped down a cupful, burning her mouth. She made a second cup, let it
cool while she dabbed her hand wounds clean with the cloth, then drank the tea down. She
soaked the cloth with tea and washed her genitals, flushing them twice with hot liquid,
then again, wincing with pain.
She lay on her back, feeling the hot liquid working its way down inside
her body. Hurry, she thought, but was consumed by fear. |